Wednesday, April 7
too late, never too late @ 13:08
random : i'm a master of paradoxical loops.
i keep thinking : "why am i in this major again?"
i know the reason i chose it in the beginning was cuz of the job prospect.
but then, as years passed, i learned something the hard way :
happiness should be number one; next only comes money.
i mean, if you're doing something, and you know you're gonna do it for a long time in your life, then it's only natural to think that you need to at least not hate the job enough to make you think of quitting.
but this, it's been repeating.
REPEATING. repeatedly. a lot of times.
am i still looking for my place in this world?
is that why i always ask that dreadful question to myself?
or is it because of my own weakness, or incompetence?
i don't know, really.
it's confusing.
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haih amek kau, all-english.
dan kalo aku buat entry all-english, memang aku tengah upset somewhat.
see, english lagi.
